Thank the Lord for Friday's
Yes that's a little country I know, but today that is how I feel. This week has been so stressful I could throw knives or darts at people. ha ha ha . Really I could! Have a hair appointment so I can get sexy for the weekend and take advantage of the weather. Calls are coming by the second for the new campaing and I wish I could run and hide in cave with all the good stuff like cable and tv.
My boyfriend is funny.. he doensn't want a tv in our bedroom, we are from seperate ideas. He told me if I want to watch tv, take my behind in the living room. I thought that was funny! In my home everyone had a tv in their room including the kitchen. I think my mom just put one in her bathroom. He believes the bedroom is for talking, sleep, and reading books. WHATEVER!! I don't know about that, but I love him enough to compromise.
That is first for me. I am a head strong woman that was raised by a woman who wears the pants in our family. I never thought I would bend my will to anyone, was raised against it! But for this man things have changed. I make the changes of self because I want to, not because I have too.
Okay gotta go, I have ereased like 6 messages and have no idea what the people said. ha ha ha
Jeans and a T-shirt
This is pretty much me. I love the freedom of comfort without the consent of change. Going to work has it's perks... and one of them is the fact their is no dress code. I can not argue with that.. I could but what is the point?
I didn't go to the gym today some kind of way I managed to convince myself that is was raining and not to get out of bed. Ha ha ha I quess that my subconciuos just didn't want to partcipate. DOn't have a lot of time to talk so I will log in later to see what is going on in my world
Steph
First Day of Change
Okay it is official that Spring has hit! NEWS FLASH....just in, this is also the time for less clothes so what does that mean? Well whatever you want it too! This is my favorite time of the year, I love warm weather, flip-flops, shorts, tank tops, and flesh. Looking good this year will be a lot more fun, not that it wasn't before I just have a new perspective on life. I hope I don't give into the summer fast of fruit, slim fast, and no bread! I don't know have to wait and see.
This Spring has so much promise because like the fall it is a new beginning. I will be a new "positve" black stastic in the upcoming weeks. I will be a college graduate and I am sooo excited. I am the first of the grandchildren on both sides of my family to go to college and finish. Yes it took a while...let me see had a bady, got activated, took a two years off to be a single mom. But I did it! When everyone quit, gave up, had too many kids, I stuck with it!
This is one of the best things I started and had the guts to finish. Where will my life go from here let me see....no where but UP!! My job is cool, I love where I live, and I might buy me a "Jag" for graduation or for my birthday. Stay tuned for a day in the life..
I have grown mentally and emotionally in this year, more than the last five years combined. Patience is still one of the things I am learing but I am learining. Life could always be so much worse, so be thankful for what you have. We may not have all that we want, but we have all that we need.
Loving Life
Steph
Will add pic sooon
Okay I have a question. HOw do I upload a pic from my CD? I tell you what, learning all this new technology at times can really be a headache.
I plan to link my facebook info to this site sometime soon, or so I hope. Other than that let me see what else is going on in my world...
I am TIRED!! If there was a reason for the fatique I wish I knew what is was. We are in the 8th week of school and I am like YES!! It is almost over I am thrilled. OKay must take a moment of silence for the sleepy girl that is at work, please let the time fly by I am ready to faint. SO what to do...what to do...blog! Oh ha now it is coming to me or is it. I don't really know I am just letting my brain talk and my fingers type away. FLy thoughts fly..... Wow now that was funnny,,,okay my fingers are typing faster than the words can appear on the screen...now that is weird.
OKay I will stop thinking for a moment and have a sip of Cocoa, need Coffee,but there is no sugar and I don't drink coffee without sugar! NO WAY Let me see what else... I have to change the message on my voice mail at work so that should be fun...Can't believe I will be the person on a national voice mail for our campaign. WOW I am really moving up in the world. Okay gotta go while I have some motivation. See ya
Vixen aka ME
One Lovely Day
Yes today is simply beautiful!! I have no complaints. So I will take this time to write a poem. Right here, right now....
So Many Directions
As my life unfolds
The direction has changed
The man I thought I would spent the rest of my life with
Is just a friend, and I am okay...have I changed
The path I thought I would choose
This new path is better than I could have planned for self
The new direction is one of mystery, peace, assurance
Loving others has allowed me to love self
Where this journey will take me
Only time will tell
But for once I love the direction of my life
Watch me as I unveil
Directions are just that
Places you go
Choices you make
Let your path choose you
You might not be too sad
Where your life leads you
Follow it with passion'
Find yourself in SELF
Steph
Your Fired!!!
Well today for the most part has been great! The weather is great and the sun is shining in lovely OKC. Today was the first time in a group that I had to fire someone. I have never had to type up a letter to inform someone that there services are no longer needed. That was a little weird but I guess this is preparing me for the real world. We must all do things that effect people in one way or the other so this is my first dose.
I am ready to hit the gym hard I have been slackin for the last two weeks but it's time to make it happen!!!This semester if flying by faster than I can keep up with and I love it! The weekend was cool, I got some much needed rest and relaxation. I am ready and recharged so I can tackle the world or so I say. For now I will sign out but to all have a great week. Sweet dreams, Lovely days, and Peaceful nights.
Talk at cha later
Steph
Thoughts of Toxic Shock and Reason
I am thrilled!!! It has finally happen...the one thing I have been waiting for..Mc Donalds's toxic shock! I decided to give up fast food but Mc Donalds' was my weakness. I ate there Sunday, after not partaking in the grease fest for two months. I made a vow that anything that makes me sick I will not try again. I have always been this way with food. So I went to Mc Donalds and ordered a cheesburger kids meal at like 12:00 a.m. I get home an eat this meal slow...about a hour later I was sick. I went to sleep and thought I would feel better later but NO I was in bed the whole day feeling like I wanted to vomit. The day after that I was fine, but Mc Donlads is now a done deal just like the Micheal Jackson song "She's out of my Life".
Today is much better day I finally have some clarity but this week has been hell for so many reasons... First I had braids put in my hair that took 15 hrs and I was ready to faint! The pain was so bad I had to take a Motrin 800 to get through day one. Day 2 was worse! I had not slept since Saturday because my hair too darn tight. Currently taking 8 Tylnon a day plus Nigh Quil to sleep. I am surprised I can kinda spell. This is soooo bad! But this is a lesson to learn, NEVER DO THIS AGAIN. Later I will find humor in this whole experince but for now I could scream.
There are so many things in life that are worth doing. For example trying new things, going places you have never been, and looking at life with eyes of awe. As we go through life some people walk blindly never enjoying the scenery only focused on the end result. Yes goals are important, but so is the journey. I grow a little everyday ( I wish it was literal ha ha ha ) but that is great for me. As I continue to go forward in my life I don't stress as much anymore . Want to know why...sure you do! What ever is going to happen will happen! There it is I said it!!! If you are going to fall done a hill and break your leg then you will, if you are going to get that promotion you will. It does no good to get upset and worry about the things you have no control over. This is me speaking and listening. Life is what we make of it so why not make it the best it can be for you? At the end of the day this is YOUR LIFE"! No one can live it for you, and no one can tell how to live. Find yourself in self and revel in the beauty that is YOU! Celebrate yourself.
Okay my muse has taken over again!! I have to remember that we are hear to Love the Life we live! That all for now folks. Get some sun in your life!! Oh yeah can anyone tell me how to rollerblade? Ha ha ha ha ha Bye
Talk at cha later
Steph
